By A Dove

Write like me.

2011-09-04T00:04:00.000-07:00

Write like me.
As I mutter under my breath as gas runs out of my ears,
As this salty skin of mine acts like some kind of sugar I coat,
And when all falls, what's landed is just a single;
or two thick tears.
Once I'm peeled to the core you realise that you should've gotten that boat.
Too late sucker

You can drown deep into the quick sand,
Doesn't matter where you might end up; you just can't find me.
Don't try to lend a hand,
Now try to call me sweet cherry.

Write like me.
To peek between the cracks of my fingers and;
watch the messages from my eyes,
Read my lips as I speak out to boast,
This is the feeling that I completely despise.
I'd like to make a toast.

Untitled

2010-12-17T07:43:00.001-08:00

I shall not scream to you in a room full of white,
For there are no significance to leave what’s made,
bottomless and charming.
There are no worth for a chance to better once bad.
I’m an empty bottle, I’m an emptied bottle.
With only fear that’s too small to see all collapsing screaming inside.

We’re munching some love, a miserable one too dusty.
Each date and not a single thing is obvious around me, with you.
One smaller than the other, then sheds a weakness around your sincerity.

I’m keeping a harp with rusty strings.
A quiet boy who won’t give a damn.
I’ve got a hunch on how to walk this through.
It is you and your perfect woman, I’ll take you there.

You’re waiting, I’m waiting.
We’re waiting for a lie full of denials.
Worst than that lonely crappy fisherman sitting.
And once you complete me you can have all the fulfillment
Why me, you’re dumb.

do you always?

2010-12-08T23:29:00.000-08:00

keep searching, for the perfect moment life can give to you instead of what you can do for it?

You're a complicated person who stood deep inside before my eyes shut.
you're somebody i don't know and i never will, everything's a mystery.
you're a villain with a very good unseen friend indeed, you're never alone.

you have now been the biggest disappointment , ever.
thanks for the memories. cheers.

Can I see you? Can I see you?

2010-10-05T00:11:00.002-07:00

Tired of showing how long and miserable i am. yay.

I’d live an eternal agony with you,
Than days of living sunshine with someone else,
eyes to eyes.
Either good or bad, you’re the one i’d run into.
I don’t mind that happening till my last breath dies.

This world keeps turning and turning faster.
Got that little pinch or a little fear.
There’s something to prove before and after.
It is that something for you to say, i was here.

My blanket doesn’t seem warm anymore again,
The day doesn’t seem to differ with the night anymore again,
Food doesn’t seem ever so tempting anymore again,
Just a smile and I know it isn’t true anymore again.

This time left things are buried might not be picked, ever again.
I want to hold you when there is nothing left in our unfixed hands,
Just a few years and I’m free to go though it’ll always be Earth.
But just by writing, trying to get you to stay was the biggest worth.

I love you, and that’s a secret.

I dont know.

2010-07-09T07:07:00.000-07:00

" Hey honey, wanna go out for a picnic tomorrow to get some inspirations for your book?"
I still remember those days when you and I had a picnic, and when I got home I told my mommy that I have a lot of poems to write about out of the picnic we've just had.

" Come on Elyna, what days are you free? Let's go off to Kinokuniya this Saturday , shall we?"
And because of that, I just discovered the BEST book anyone has ever written. It was "flowers in the attic" by Virginia Andrews. And now that you're gone, I'm gonna read it all over again for you.
and promise myself that i'd always feel the same without you.

You've always been someone I'd hope for since I was little, maybe you'd teach my grandchildren how to write too. Maybe you were the reason why I felt special and brilliant all the time, for the first time. But I knew it was never going to happen right until you opened your cover around your head. and you didn't seem that young without it. I knew when I came over to your house once in a while and you sacrificed your time just to help me out with scripts, that was never gonna last forever.

" Let's go and watch Alice!"
I loved every moment, every day, every date, every hours , every minute every seconds and milliseconds we spent. I couldn't describe how great you were, ever. Because someone like you, is a great influence. I began to learn everyday and that "fighting is healthy for brothers and sisters." I dont want to write anymore. I dont feel like writing anymore.

But god bless you,
Puan Hanim <3

As It Faded To Forget

2010-06-20T07:46:00.000-07:00

And we can't escape the truth.
I miss you, sigh.

Each day is a final day
Some days we tore ourselves apart and failed
But each minute is a very warm Sunday
Somehow, your heart would have some random victim all jailed
While feeling numb as you lay, alone.

A lesson for the runway.
If you think this life is treating you bad,
The real one is worst;
And you’re only a few steps away
Till the next day we say goodbye;
There’s nothing left for us to rehearse
Not more than twice?

“I could really use a wish right now”
If falling for you was the shittiest “syndrome”
I wouldn’t help myself, I’d go through this alone;
Rather than feeling fully empty without you.

Because that shooting star is a hope,
A wish for me to be with you once more;
For atleast one time for me to take you home.
Because I know you, you’re not some kind of tattoo.
“ You just don’t want to stick with anyone, do you?!”

I couldn’t look after you,
No matter how much this heart would beg for.
It wasn’t going to be before, or now.
You don’t exist anymore.
I just thought we’d make a better you and me;
Sooner or later, making my absolute silent dreams real.

We never made it completely,
Love is one thing that keeps us apart.
It dashed off too easily;
The moment you came and left.
Knowing you once, was the only dream.
Which I have eventually woke up on a rainy day.
What a penny now, baby. :/

Rocks Of Hell

2010-03-24T11:48:00.000-07:00

Rocks Of Hell.

How come I couldn’t say this right
When I was with you it was never filled
Those expressions of fear never did come to mind
You never did lure me with your eyes, words
Or even hugs did replace this blistering hatred.
Never… ?

With the cries and much more, but I couldn’t care less.
And wasted too long on those disgusting frowns.
I maybe had dreams, to catch with. And I’m right here..
I’m beginning to see you now, I think I know you.
I see you smile. Happy enough but it burns,
Harder than the sunshine I use to have from you!

Be My Valentine Baby

2010-02-03T07:36:00.000-08:00

If love is a cluster of diamonds in the sky,
Maybe shooting stars, with the clouds up high
If love touches petals of roses , maybe a pair of rings
Maybe I never did wish to die , or stay human beings.

Can I see you in heaven, love?
With happiness more than the dozens
As I wondered alone, with the diamonds above
Would dreams come true? I would reckon

With the lost breeze kissing your eyes ,in spring
Dreams are dreams, I would blow your tears away
Because we could have more than, imagining.
Love would grow, each and every day.

If love is like, the sunbeams in the morning
With a start, with your eyes next to mine
I would want us to keep on walking
So be my valentine, baby.

Shattered Days

2010-01-06T08:42:00.002-08:00

When love was silent,
I could hear you talking,
When our love was invisible,
“you and I” were colorful.

When prince had a white horse for lady to wait,
With zillions of diamonds shattering off his skin,
Lady said she’s sorry, it’s a little too late,
As she’s waited with the soul within.

When I had the hand to hold,
With a single day we partied,
Ton of love reasons I had I scrolled,
But love was already bloodied,
Completely dead and buried.

Good, bad, before we forget.
Eternally was never a bet
I gave you my love and didn’t regret.
Since that starting day we both met.

Shattered Days

2010-01-06T08:42:00.001-08:00

Vanished Days

2009-12-13T07:48:00.000-08:00

" No one can ever love you more than I do"

Sitting here in the darkest skies

With flashbacks stuck, keep flowing on in my head

Keep searching, for the softness of the golden warm hands,

That kiss of an angel with love in his precious heart, given away each and every day .

That love was deep, seen with the ears, heard with the eyes.

Like a melody catches your deepest soul, being wintered with caress .

Kisses had words to speak, told you how much love you need was given.

The feel of the rareness of your love was injured, without a prize to give.

Now I’m sitting here, trying to get a feel, and now I silently grasp.

My tears are finally falling, at last I’m sorry.

Thank you very much.

We'll See

2009-12-10T01:38:00.000-08:00

Boy: *calling*

Girl: Hi

Boy:Hi. Soo, how are you?

Girl: I’m good

Boy: Just give me another chance

Girl: NO

Boy:Just give it a try? Please?

Girl: NO

Boy: Come on, it can’t be that hard to fall inlove with someone, please?

Girl: Why do you want to be with someone who tried loving you for 1 year, 7 months and 2 weeks ?

Boy: because I just love you too much.

Girl: And you’re gonna get over me s-

Boy: NO NO! I won’t, never

Girl: Yeah, I’ve heard that before. And I’ve been there.

Boy: NEVER

Girl: Why do you want me so much? There are plenty of girls out there who are better than I am. In fact, I’m the worst girl you’ll ever know. Trust me.

Boy: NO- there is no one like you out there, I wont forget you. There is no one like you out there. No one can ever replace you in my heart ( ugh)

Girl: We’ll see.

Begin With This..

There always comes a time of elimination. The earth sheds each year.The trees and flowers let go of their identity. As the old identity dies, a new identity is born. The body sheds constantly. Some of it happens invisibly, so naturally and silently that we do not realize that it is happening. The heart and the spirit also shed. They shed the emotions and experiences that we no longer need. They shed the things that stunt our growth. This, too, is an invisible process. Yet because of the energy involved, the emotional energy, we often feel the emotional and spiritual shedding. It feels as if we are dying. We are. Just like the flowers and the trees, we are dying to an old identity. This shedding, or death, is not the end of us. It is the beginning. GOODLUCK.

Underneath the moon & Underneath the stars

2009-11-25T05:07:00.000-08:00

LOVE THAT SONG!

Thy howl sits under the midnight’s tender moon,

With loneliness fills in head further more to pull,

With tears unburied, revealed by the deads too soon.

Thyself thy foe, to thy sweet self too cruel.

And then mine eyes meet thine,

With a dead rose, touching thy soul,

As soft as a morning leaf so fine, indeed

Along with thy spoken words, thy buried hole.

That angelic smile sparkled through the sun beaming,

With beautiful brown eyes my heart is wishing to kiss,

Through trees with dark sad leaves, shedding.

Our love is such, an uncontrolled bliss!

Thy face is as bright as the morning sun.

Just a few of the dazzling smiles on thy face,

Lots of laughter, heart forcing to kiss our precious love

The golden love being raised up with poor race,

But time cannot allow us both, to fly above.

This golden melody keeps flying away with foolish speed,

Thou are made out of sparkled words, mine shall be tune.

We have gone separated ways, let time give us time to play, indeed.

Thou, let us walk with touched hands, and this balloon.

And soon to be gone above, that tender moon.

The Least I Could Care

2009-11-14T23:14:00.000-08:00

With the alarm ringing and dull looking eyes, had a few steps down the stairs. With not a single brushed tooth, messy hair and without that towel on head, with the passion fruit smell after a fresh shower. Saw mother cooking with chopsticks on her head and sweat all over, can’t wait for daddy to head for work. Without a thought, took that hot coffee on the dining table and had a sip, made it warmly slide down my throat, finders keepers. Couldn’t care less whether the looks went right. Dull eyes and polluted pajama, head for the front door where that comfy woody chair was placed. Sat down, sat down and swallowed the whole cup of hot coffee. No flashbacks, no thoughts, no nothing. Faced the whole world of what they were doing that sunny morning, held my coffee properly though it was empty. Saw that green world real fresh, the sky being wide, showing god’s gift of how endless the sky can be, just.. peaceful. Saw his apartment far away, finally had a thought. Luckily found the phone on that floor, and again, no messages, no nothing. Now this, is peaceful.

Got this from Nawal Norsaid,

2009-11-04T04:13:00.000-08:00

Ablutophobia - Fear of washing or bathing.
Acerophobia - Fear of sourness.
Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
Acousticophobia - Fear of noise.
Agyrophobia - Fear of streets or crossing the street.
Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
Ailurophobia - Fear of cats.
Alektorophobia - Fear of chickens.
Algophobia - Fear of pain.
Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
Ambulophobia - Fear of walking.
Anablephobia - Fear of looking up.
Androphobia - Fear of men.
Angrophobia - Fear of becoming angry.
Anuptaphobia - Fear of staying single.
Athazagoraphobia - Fear of being forgotten or ignored or forgetting.
Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
Automysophobia - Fear of being dirty.
Autophobia - Fear of being alone or of oneself.
Balenephobia - Fear of pins and needles.
Ballistophobia - Fear of missles or bullets.
Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
Blennophobia - Fear of slime.
Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
Caligynephobia - Fear of beautiful women.
Cardiophobia - Fear of the heart.
Cathisophobia - Fear of sitting.
Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
Cenophobia - Fear of new things or ideas.
Chorophobia - Fear of dancing.
Chrematophobia - Fear of money.
Chromatophobia - Fear of colors.
Clinophobia - Fear of going to bed.
Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
Crystallophobia - Fear of crystals or glass.
Cyprianophobia - Fear of prostitutes or venereal disease.
Decidophobia - Fear of making decisions.
Demophobia - Fear of crowds.
Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
Dentophobia - Fear of dentist.
Didaskaleinophobia - Fear of going to school.
Dishabiliophobia - Fear of undressing in front of someone.
Erotophobia - Fear of sexual love or sexual questions.
Erythrophobia - Fear of redlights. Fear of blushing. Fear of red.
Euphobia - Fear of hearing good news.
Gamophobia - Fear of marriage.
Genophobia - Fear of sex.
Haptephobia - Fear of being touched.
Harpaxophobia - Fear of being robbed.
Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
Hynophobia - Fear of sleep or of being hypnotized.
Iatrophobia - Fear of going to the doctor or doctors.
Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.
Kolpophobia - Fear of genitals, particulary female.
Koniophobia - Fear of dust.
Leukophobia - Fear of the color white.
Levophobia - Fear of things to the left side of the body.
Mastigophobia - Fear of punishment.
Melophobia - Fear of hatred or music.
Methyphobia - Fear of alcohol.
Mycrophobia - Fear of small things.
Neopharmaphobia - Fear of new drugs.
neophobia - Fear of anything new.
Nephophobia - Fear of clouds.
Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.
Nosophobia - Fear of becoming ill.
Novercaphobia - Fear of your step-mother.
Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight.
Ombrophobia - Fear of rain or being rained on.
Oneirogmophobia - Fear of wet dreams.
Opthalmophobia - Fear of being stared at.
Parthenophobia - Fear of virgins or young girls.
Pediophobia - Fear of dolls.
Pedophobia - Fear of children.
Peladophobia - Fear of bald people.
Phallophobia - Fear of penis, esp erect.
Pharmacophobia - Fear of drugs.
Phasmophobia - Fear of ghost.
Philematophobia - Fear of kissing.
Philophobia - Fear of falling in love or being in love.
Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
Samhainophobia - Fear of Halloween.
Sciophobia - Fear of shadows
Testaphobia - Fear of taking test.
Thantophobia - Fear of death or dying.
Virginitiphobia - Fear of rape.
Vitricophobia - Fear of step-father.
Xanthophobia - Fear of the color yellow or the word yellow.
Xenophobia - Fear of strangers or foreigners.
Zelophobia - Fear of jealousy.

Big Old Baby Brother

2009-11-02T08:40:00.000-08:00

I just can't wait for you to grow up.

Yesterday,

with your curly hair and your big old ice cream,

Skipping with me to the big old playground,

We played with the swings , hoops with sunbeams.

Hey kiddo, our hearts that pleasure fills,

will always be remembered.

Take me down like a punching bag,

Make a countdown I’ll let you win,

As a sister I’ll always take you up,

And kiddo, I’ll be proud of what I’ve seen.

From a little baby with nice curls,

To the man with kids in the big old coat,

You go to your house, I’ll go to mine;

But you’ll always be that big old brother of mine.

WE ARE GOLDEN

2009-11-02T06:39:00.000-08:00

Life’s like a river flows,

Some storm comes out and thunder shows,

But when the sun comes out again,

Tell me stories,I’ll be your friend.

Those words were old and nearly few,

Knock your door we have something new,

Now give me your hand and let us fly,

As you’re Prince Charming near my sky.

An early morning with the river flows,

With the birds chirping and the violet grows,

My love for you is softer than white rose.

But baby tell me you love me most?

I see you playing with your guitar,

By your favorite lake every evening,

Let me sit beside you I won’t be far,

So baby, we won’t miss a single thing.

With a picnic basket and sweet cupcakes,

On the fine grass, very nice !

Let’s look at each other, near the lovely lake.

Start saying love,I know they’re not lies.

Not Just Boys

2009-10-19T21:28:00.000-07:00

My Sugary Pink Party

The theme was to describe friendship.

There were roses,

There were poses,

There was the sun,

There was the fun,

That was the style,

That was the smile,

But there was the groove,

That I could prove.

Friendship comes out naturally,

Nature shows it entirely,

And bees describe it as honey,

In anyways, it was funny.

Pink was sugary you can taste it,

Flowers were sweet scented you can smell it,

The sun was bright you can see it,

And friendship was there you can feel it.

You're The Moon In This Drama

2009-10-19T20:33:00.000-07:00

Now is the time for sunlight hours,

Soon there will be the day of darkness,

Darling this time should be the day of ours,

But then I hang around, and appeared sadness.

Love you’ll appear anytime soon,

When the day is dark,

You’ll be my only moon,

When the rain falls, that’s my luck.

You’ve made my night flowing calm,

And my tears went running back in,

Love I’ll always save you from harm.

Let me stay outside, and see what we’ve seen

Can you tell me how has it been ?

A girl shouldn’t play with the rain,

With the twirls and swirls,

I want to see my only moon , even thought it’s pain.

But love, I’m just the weakest girl.

You’ve made my night enchanted,

You’ve been there when it was black,

Our love is red painted,

Love I’ll take it back!

Because were you there beside my sun ?

Tell me.

Even though I know you always run.

I Wish For A Quicker Clock

2009-10-17T11:14:00.000-07:00

OH MY I FEEL SO LOSER-ISH FOR WRITING THIS! This is not the Elyna Khalid I know.

There’s never a way for me to twist the clock,
But let me hold your hand softly and twist as one,
While you tell me jokes until I choke,
Give me your tummy for me to poke.

Come sit closer so you’ll read my mind
Maybe you’re the only one I should find,
For now the days are definitely blind,
But I’m willing to wait for us to shine.

Go get your girl and say that you’re poor,
But then I’m always behind you,
And love, that is for sure.

I feel so dead pulling you to lead,
But hey bullshit, pull out your brain,
You’re killing me with this heart beat.
I feel such a loser as you leave me pain.
Go ahead and get your drain.

This heart is shattering more than a day,
And you’ve been here for more than a day, ( <3)
But then I’m glad you’re still not gay.

Though to you I’m far away,
And to you you’ll never stay,
I’ll still wait till I’m 25 .
That, I’m glad to say.

What My Angel Has

2009-10-12T23:20:00.000-07:00

After reading William Spakespeare's . He made me wrote this.

Dearest you've got those brilliant eyes,
That sends zillions of words,
Worth, zillions of miles.

Thus even when you’re blind folded,
I’m always fooled by you for all your unspoken thoughts.
Well I love your sweetest heart,
We’re a lovely compound worth a shot.

You look charming through the glaring sunlight,
My heart has fallen ,it never fights.
Dearest do not ever get out of my sight.

Rules Of Poems : Part 1

2009-10-11T04:21:00.000-07:00

The first rule is, there are no rules ! :D

Hello! I’ve realized that I've made lots of grammar mistakes on poems. Oh well, here are a few things you need to know about poems, for starters of course! ( focus on the bold ones )

Poems don't need to be in the right grammar or spelling
for example :

If you're ever in a jam,
Here I am.
If you're ever in a mess,
S.O.S
If you ever feel so happy you land in jail,
I'm your bail.

It's friendship, friendship,
Just a perfect blendship,
When other friendships have been forgot,
Ours will still be hot.

If you're ever up in a tree,
Phone to me.
If you're ever down a well,
Ring my bell.
If you ever lost your teeth and you're out to dine,
Borrow mine.

It's friendship,friendship,
Just a perfect blendship,
When other friendships have been forgate,
Ours will still be great.

If they ever black your eyes,
Put me wise.
If they ever cook your goose,
Turn me loose.
If they ever put a bullet through your brain,
I'll complain.

It's friendship,friendship,
Just a perfect blendship.
When other friendships have been forgit,
Ours will still be it.

By Cole Porter (1893-1964)

As you can see here, Cole Porter planned on writing a poem in a happy tone, and with funny understanding words inside like how Roald Dahl spelled jealous, jalous. Well here’s the thing, sometimes those things can bring a special meaning in precious tiny ways. Let’s say there are two young boys going to MPH as they haven’t seen each other for a really long time, around 7 years. They remembered reading Roald Dahl together when they were 6? So they sat and read. “HAHAHAHAAH! Last time I use to spell jealous , jalous all the and my teacher was mad at me for spelling it wrong. Remember when we went to MPH and saw this book? It says JALOUS . I had this book and showed it to my teacher. OH MY! I can’t believe I did that!” and so they laughed. Tell me, what would it be if it wasn’t for Roald Dahl? One more thing people, when you were reading the poem above, how was the rhythm? Well if it was like your talking voice, that you’re on the right track.

If you're ever in a mess,
S.O.S

Look at that one, S.O.S ? Save Our Soul ? Does it make any sense anyway?But I do know that it’s a good rhyme. :)

If you're ever up in a tree,
Phone to me.

If you ever lost your teeth and you're out to dine,
Borrow mine.

If they ever put a bullet through your brain,
I'll complain.

Now look at those three. Some new people might complain about how stupid it is. But long ago people use to laugh together about it, this is just an old version of Roald Dahl. And if you seriously don’t understand these, you don’t know anything about poems then :D

When other friendship have been forgate,
Ours will still be great.

When other friendships have been forgit,
Ours will still be it.

Now can anyone tell me what’s the meaning of forgit and forgate. Long ago people use to create their own words to fit in the words they’d want to rhyme with. Like great and fit, the just want it to be it! J Like I said, there are no rules in poems.

If they ever black your eyes,
Put me wise.

Unlike William Shakespeare, Cole Porter wants his poems to rhyme while William doesn’t . If I took Porter’s place then I’d definitely be that way. And to him if they ever black your eyes is an incorrect grammar . Oh ya, if the rhythm is not there then the poem will be destroyed. Seriously. When you see lyrics or poems, they’re not always in the right grammar. It’s different from what you speak face-to-face with people or normal writing .

Dear Friends, It's Broken

2009-10-06T09:47:00.000-07:00

Please, friendship is never flawless. But you can gear it up back and take another happy picture.

Time sure passes fast,
Time to time it drizzles love,
But friends, you guys won’t last,
In my heart, you’re always above.

Friendship is like a blooming flower,
It’s needed to go for shower, * winks *
To bloom every loving hour,
Till it reaches the highest tower,

I wish the picture could freeze,
Let go all the flowing breeze,
And if they ever black your eyes,
I’ll give fine advice.

You guys have got treasured hearts,
I’ll divide my heart into parts,
Even if you’re drowning in shame;
When they say you’re lame.

Friendship needs jealousy,
IT IS SEEN CLEARLY,
Even when you say you’re too busy,
Well, the waves can’t always move easily.

Friends let’s steal the broken picture,
Let’s start real fresh,
Because this shit is torture,
Old times were gone in a flash!

The Sinking Heart

2009-10-02T08:17:00.000-07:00

A boy to a girl

You’ve driven me alive first,
The day was when I saw your sight,
Your eyes sparkled to me earliest,
Like the little diamonds at night.

The green grass is chilly,
The moon is frozen,
And girl I’m never silly,
I just love you a dozen.

This feeling is warm,
And dangerously deep,
Sit with me in my arm,
Darling coldness will sleep.

Let me pinch your little nose,
Hope this feeling is never lost,
Your beauty is prettier than rose,
Girl there’s lots I will toss.

Jump with me in the deep ocean,
Jump with me to the warm sand,
Our love’s the perfect potion,
As we will never land.

SOFTER THAN SILK

2009-09-30T06:40:00.000-07:00

AND I PROMISE,

That I shall pass this note,
To a lovely dove,
As my heart is chained,
With eternal love.

Your muscles are strong,
But my heart is smooth,
As the sweetest song.

Our love is endless,
There is no end in the dictionary,
It’s never the less,
But always the best.

Our love is not a show,
It has no end,
When our heads are filled with winter snow,
It has not land.

Our love is clean,
As white as milk,
When my heart is steel,
You’re still softer than silk! (:

Youve Stormed Out Never Ibmeo

2009-09-02T08:13:00.000-07:00

Early morning,
I shall see you shining through the trees,
And early morning,
I shall see the buzzing busy working bees.

You’ve asked the breeze to puff dark clouds away,
And you’ve made heavenly butterflies surrounding me,
You've made me walked and prayed that you shall stay,

Not just when the sun was waking up early,

So far you’ve been shining on my face endlessly,

You’re bursting out with your warmth,

To be certain that I have been in your arms tenderly,

And you’ve toughen my day, my fragile earth.

Early morning,

I’m happy to know that you’re never gone,

Happier as it’s never at a blink of an eye,

I want to be with you , on and on,

With you I shall be flying up high in the sky.

Until Your Arms Were Wrapped Up

2009-09-01T09:08:00.000-07:00

This is just a modern poem I made . It took me ten minutes as I was in a hurry,sorry.

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In those days you were nearby,

Those days you let me fly up high,

You came and stole my sorrow.

You said, you needed to borrow.

In those days you came and helped,

Giving me plenty of hands, away

You’ve thrown your hours , have you slept?

Because you just had hands to wipe my tears,

Everyday

But love was blind,

Never translucent,

But it was natural to find,

Once my heart was loosen,

My mind was just loosing,

As you’re just confusing,

It was such a prefect bonding,

Even though I said,

You weren’t what I was finding.

You gave those delicate eyes behind,

Your heart wasn’t speaking,

To make sure I shine,

It was your job that was speaking,

And your heart was just aching.

Then you fade away in my life,

You saved me from the giant waves,

I was living in a bee hive,

You had the guts to save.

Night is now wherever I go,

It’s not how life should flow,

You left a show in the snow,

My sorrow, now you don’t borrow

You left me no space in your heart,

It’s empty, there’s only air you should fart,

But if you need a friend, I wont be far apart (:

SUPER CHEONG YI MEI

2009-08-21T17:51:00.000-07:00

I was living in a sinking ship

And all the waves were there
Those things were all super cheap
But then Superwoman Yi Mei was there
And all were fair and square.

This is just a simple post

Meant for Yi Mei. She’s the best coach and she spent 24/7 working on our routine. I’d like to show my appreciation, and she was like a sister to all of us. And I’ll always remember when Sam Witwicky played badminton and the thing got stuck in my bushy hair! She gave us millions of laughter and smiles and the road was not bumpy anymore, she let it all to herself. We hope to see you next year and you still remember us as your angels, but don’t worry we won’t throw it all to you and we’re not forcing. We will always remember you as a sister and I’d like to apologize for every shit I did, you helped a lot and I gave myself a second chance of believing that I could fly.

Also, give a big clap to :

- Alfi, who was with us all the time and we giggled a lot !

- Andrew Witwcky ( Micheal Dragon) for giving us support and lots of useful advices

- Yu Rui for not underestimating us and always support us eventhough we sucked ;)

All of us will celebrate and I won’t forget baking cookies <3

Worthless If Friendship Fades

2009-08-21T17:06:00.000-07:00

As the wind flows around
Green leaves will follow here and there
They’ll produce a lovely whispering sound
And smile as the world could catch the air

It goes around and catches what they found
But it doesn’t realize that it captures the heart
How breath-taking it is, and could never be pound
For a long time it’s never been far apart

It gives us a cozy and pleasant feeling
More than ever when the leaves spread whistles
Just when the wind starts moving
Oh, and how the world giggles

That’s how we call for a friend
When they come along with a pleased heart
We just need one now and then
Oh, they’ll smile when friendship had start

I AM RESCUED

2009-08-21T06:43:00.000-07:00

the roses were purely passionate red

Without doubt they bloomed every hour
But years had past and I am far ahead
Oh my! The sweetness was truly sour

Two red roses could make the world
Just beautiful than the way it really was
When the droplets of the rain were there,
And they curled.
But in every moment we knew that time passes fast..

Sometimes the rain can wash away the pleasure
Along with the wind releasing angrily
But they know something that wasn't treasure
Then our hearts start hammering, nervously

Sometimes the storm could scream
The rain washes all the filth
And the wind whispers through the ear
It's not all about faith
After a moment it's all in reality, all clear

There's only space for the existence of fear
And always think that all hopes won't fade
You will realize after releasing tear by tear
That the two pair of roses are laying dead

Years and years had past and I'm far ahead
About it it's just laughter for me
I could still remember how stone-hearted you were
Now I could see the sun giving me a smile
Clearly!

Those dead hideous roses are now covered with soil
Someone pushed the clouds away now
Now my world is never spoil
I realized I've just counted 'till seven
I AM RESCUED NOW
And it tastes like heaven (;

Green leaves

2009-05-31T22:08:00.000-07:00

Photographer: Elyna Khalid
Location: Kelantan
Time & date: 9:01

Note;
Hello people, Kelantan has its own mysterious beauty too (:

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You're the color green,
That brightens my eyes,
I love you , for what you've been.
And you pick up someone's face;
Whenever she cries.

Whenever the wind pushes me strong,
You're the leaves that whispers through my ear,
You make me believe that we'll stay long,
And you keep on saying it clear

(;

Us & Nature

2009-05-31T08:04:00.001-07:00

Photographer: Elyna Khalid
Location:Pantai Senok, Kelantan.
Time & Date: 9:05 a.m. & During raya 08 ,again.
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In the cold shivering darkness,
The wind blows my hair so tenderly,
The touch of his hand met my skin,
That I tremble when I fell on his lips.

That lovely enchanted night,
Had made a lovely natural sight,
And so we lay, silent.
From time to time,
staring at something ,
that drew our attention.

Like the fireflies met
On the grass and mated,
The whispering leaves,
The floating clouds,
The play of the moonlight on the water.

The enchanted night,
set me thinking again,
of nature,
and in this world there is love.

Note;

2009-05-31T06:53:00.000-07:00

Photographer: Naja Fansuri, still my idea .
Location:Pantai senok, Kelantan.
Time and Date:Around 8 a.m. & Raya 08
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When the leaves fall,
My tears shed,
And I feel like I want to crawl
Since someone cheating on my head

If someone steals your car,
Will you care?
No matter how far,
They have to be fair and square

And I hope you forgive me,
I no longer use photobucket,
Someone stole my pictures,
That person's fucked,

Oh so sad so sad,
I've forgotten about it,
Oh yes I'm mad I'm mad,
To me it does not fit.

I now use my blogspot,
To show you my pictures,
Please don't let me put a dot,
Oh you dirty creatures.

The second reason is,
I've forgotten my password;
As easy as cheese.
Oh, I want to stop my word.

I just want to scream
Under those million diamonds
Beside the stream (;

Thank you.

A sunny day with a mending wall

2009-05-31T03:49:00.000-07:00

Photographer: Elyna Khalid
Location: Kelantan
Time & Date:9 a.m. & Raya 08

If we had mending walls,
We'll be living in unlike worlds,
You can't here the nature calls,
Even when the rain falls,

When the leaves are shedding,
And the sun’s shining,
You’ll be the tree with lots of pineapples,
While I’m the apples’ sparkling water

I give you fruits,
That is called love,
When you give me needles,
I’ll still be above.

What are we? Cows?
Good fences make good neighbors,
But I’m still the one that she allows ;)

The hungry bee

2009-05-28T21:39:00.000-07:00

Photographer: Elyna Khalid
Location: Home, Subang Jaya.
Time & Date: Not sure about that, but early this year (:

Note; Save the nature's color.
*****

Once on a sunny afternoon
The bee looked far and wide
For it was hungry all too soon
So it could not reach the height

The height was a tall tree
But the bee was too thin
It called for the mother bee
Who was short, fat and full of skin

She heaved and she heaved her baby bee,
For surely on top of the tree there was honey
Did she make it? Tell me

Think carefully

She called another three
Who was shorter and fatter than she
Which made her feel pretty.
Yes, really

Day by day the sun gets hotter
They were trying and trying and felt tried
They were thinner than thinner
A few of them got fired

The leaves turned golden brown
And all had fallen down
Guess what they've found?
It was nothing they have found
So they went down to the ground
(:

The moral of the story is, never force people to do something. LOL
HA HA HA

The song in my head (LAME)

2009-05-28T20:59:00.000-07:00

You're like a song that starts in my eyes,
And spins in my head,
You're never leaving me in peace,
And you're the reason why my tears shed,

That song that spins around in my head,
while you lay down in my restless heart,
That you will never fed,
But you will be in it even though, they're apart

Lets go back in time,
And see me wrapped in your arms,
Along with the thick tears that is the twin of slime,
Oh and how you were one of those charms. (;

Baby it's be so long,
But you're still the song,
Oh what went wrong?
To all the golden memories.

All I've got here is you,
But just on my mind,
And you've left no clue
That I could find.

p/s: This is about a girl who's missing her dead boyfriend . HA HA HA

ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY

2009-05-22T22:00:00.000-07:00

Love (:

As wide as the deep,

within my deepest view,

There is love I shall give in not a few,

In my dreams you’re the sun that shines in the dark ,

That rises for eternity, never ends.

In my dreams being with you is where I park,

Then when my eye opens,

It just happens,

In my existence.

Life is just for once,

When you fall the pain is only for a glance,

But every time when I glance at you ,

I’ll just fall over and over again,

If that light of mine,

Have never waited for the short line,

Then my heart is hatred,

As black as the ashes,

Falling from a dark smoky chimney,

People are wondering what’s at the end of the road,

But It’s easier for me since I’ve been using my mind,

I won’t have to wait for it to load,

Because I don’t need anything to find,

Anymore..

I’ve got it all right here ,

No, I don’t have money

Not even have I got a single tear,

Well just let it be ,

Because there’s someone here to fight my fear,

Though we should have been one earlier

We don’t have the world for us to share,

But I’d give you the universe,

Without all the other ones I care,

And I promise you, I won’t reverse.

I love you takes us 3 seconds to say,

But showing someone that you love him takes you a lifetime today,

With your heart , I will never play,

I commit to memory the first time our eyes met,

Living with you everlastingly was what I bet,

Letting you go , my heart will never let,

In this world you have , never the least

Please remember , My heart is also what you recieve,

Baby I will never be a beast,

To deceive,

I LOVE YOU

FOR ALL TIME AND ETERNALLY